How Could I Have Doubted - 李歐納.科恩

How Could I Have Doubted - By Leonard Cohen

I stopped looking for you
I stopped waitign for you
I stopped dying for you
and I started dying for myself
I aged rapidly
I became fat in the face
and soft in the gut
and I forgot that I'd ever loved you
I was old
I had no focus, no mission
I wandered around eating and buying
bigger and bigger clothes
and I fotgot why I hated
every long moment that was mine to fill
Why did you come back to me tonight
I can't even get off this chair
Tears run down my cheeks
I am in love again
I can live like this

--------------------------------------------

我不再找尋你
我不再等候你
我不再為你而死
但我卻開始為我自己死去
我急速地老了
我的臉變臃腫
且肚腹開始鬆軟
而我甚至忘了我曾愛過你
我老了
我失去焦點,沒有使命
我在飲與食間浪游著,購買
愈來愈寬大的衣裳
我也忘了我如何痛恨
去填滿那屬於我的每一漫長時光
你為何今晚回來找我
我甚至無法從這把椅子起身
淚水流下我的雙頰
我又重新戀愛了
我可以如斯地活著

For. D...